Dealing with It

i have had to deal with a lot over the course of my life. sometime i am amazed that i have managed to survive everything that has happened to me. i often wonder what it is. is it luck? it is instinct? i have no idea, but i am willing to find out. with a little help, i just might be able to. it all depends on me. maybe, some day, i'll figure it. then again, maybe i won't. maybe i never will.