My poem

i write a good deal of poetry, but i have never posted one here before. now i am taking a chance & doing just that. here is a poem i wrote called "the elevator". enjoy:


As I walk into the elevator
He comes
When I see him
I tremble

He is so beautiful
His eyes a beautiful shade of green
Yet they are full of lust & yearning
His smile is sincere
Yet it is cocky
His voice is sweet
Yet it is full of passion
I tremble before him

When he comes close
I tremble before him
I feel myself shiver
I see him smirk
I melt before him

When his lips touch mine
I tremble before him
The feel of his lips
They are so soft
They feel so good
I melt before him

His kiss becomes more
I let myself go
I surrender to him
I let go for him
Oh do I let go for him

I never let him go
He doesn't let go of me
We never let go of each other.

What I do.....

i am someone who just wants to be liked. i like it when i get a compliment. i like it when someone tells me that they like something i did whether it's writing a story or making a youtube video. it just makes me feel good inside. is that wrong?

Yet there are assholes out there who seem to take great pleasure out of ridculing those out there like myself who just want to be liked by saying that my stories suck or my videos are shitty(like someone told me on twitter). those people piss me off.

For me, however, i will not let these lowlife jerks get me down. i feel like i have come a long way in my life to let just a few losers get me down just because they hate what i do.

in other words, if you don't like it, don't watch it or read it. go find something else to occupy your time. don't waste it on me because i won't even acknowledge you or your existance.

i'm done ranting.